[ Well, for what it's worth, she does look up at him, though there is something of a delay in her doing so. She is trying not to look as miserable as she feels and mostly failing.

also that is totally racist but it's not wrong. ]

I don't know how to explain to all of you just how different troll culture is. Death and killing aren't frowned upon, they're encouraged! Especially for members of my class. I would be considered a disgrace for having thoughts like this. I'm not supposed to care. A true cerulean blood would take pride in the things I've done!

[ ... ]

But the hemospectrum is fucking stupid anyway and you're right, troll society is terrible. I'm not even sure why I care at this point, since my species is pretty much extinct.

[ ........ ]

I just don't know what it means to be a troll and yet try to adopt some kind of human moral system. It won't work, and I'll just become an even more fucked up mess.